Friday 28 December 2012

LiveLoud

"You have turned my mourning into dancing; you have taken off my sackcloth and clothed me in joy, So that my soul may praise you and not be silent. O Lord my God, I will give thanks to you for ever."
~Psalms 30: 11-12

It's been 13 days since LiveLoud and I have been so blessed to have been set free. My experience of freedom occurred through the freedom of my actions. With every shout I proclaim His glory; with every clap I give Him praise -"These hands will declare all the Greatness of God in me"-; with every jump I am reaching for His kingdom. The freedom to worship Him through my actions.

Before when I worshiped I would sing my hardest and play my best for God. I'd give my all through my voice and guitar, but I was restricted in my movements -"So if I fail to bring You praise, for love You’ve sent to take my place, I’ve realize that I could never give enough"-. I would sway a little, but I wouldn't dance for Him. I would bob my head, but I wouldn't jump for Him. I couldn't say I've ever worshiped like that. I'd either be too scared to jump and dance, or be scared of messing up while playing.

Well, that all faded away during LiveLoud. "10... 9... 8... 7... 6... 5... 4... 3... 2... 1!!!" And the show began! Instantly, what others thought of me or whether or not I was missing or hitting some or all the strings was not nearly as important as joyfully dancing for our Lord, jumping and reaching up to Him, playing for Him with all my might -"All my strength I will sing Your praises"-. In hindsight I probably made a lot of musical mistakes, but I can say I truly worshiped. In every movement, no matter how big or small being able to say "I will worship You Lord"; there was no greater feeling.

Imagine how God loves us, "I will love you without holding back," -"I am thankful for Your kindness Lord I am thankful for You are bountiful"- and to be able to say back to Him, "I will worship You without holding back," -"Oh I love You Lord"- how great and deserving is He! Give Him praise because He is worthy, give Him praise because He is God!

For none of this would have been possible without God -"Oh God is enough for me"-, and I only write this for God -"I’ll go out and testify and shout to the world"-. This experience is truly precious to me, it has shown me even more of the wonders that God can do through me -"Great is Your love oh God in me"-. He continues to show me how He can use me powerfully -"Together we’re setting the world on fire"-. I hope through reading this share you may also be set ablaze reflecting on your own Godly experiences. The crazy thing is, this is only a stepping stone, each day He calls us to something greater than what He offered yesterday -"With each day Lord I would sing For you almighty"-.

...Jesus, my life, I will not be silent!...

Let this be something we are unified in, let us sing as one voice to God, The Almighty -"Together as one we’ll go, we’re living out loud, forever we shout (3x) Your name…"-
Saviour, Christ, Jesus, Love, God, Lord, King, Adonai ...
...With this, may You be praised!






Friday 21 December 2012

The Great Mr. Frodo Baggins


Introduction: So I have decided to start posts about The Lord of The Rings. There will be some references to the trilogy (more so the movies) so having read the books and/or seen the movies might be a good idea before reading this, otherwise it may make less sense. This first one will be about Frodo Baggins, enjoy.

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Not many people appreciate the great character Frodo is; he struggles, he falls, he fails and all sorts of things. In the end he doesn’t even destroy the ring, he succumbs to it. Why would you like a character like Frodo Baggins. You instantly think to reject him, to deem him as inferior to other characters like Aragorn, or Sam. But did you ever take a moment to realize how great Frodo is in his unworthiness. No? Well I am here to tell you about the great Mr. Frodo Baggins.

Frodo is a character with many struggles and just as many falls. But we are just like him. How many times have we been tempted with a sin; how many times have we simply succumbed to it despite knowing it is evil. Yet God calls us friends (John 15:15); He loves us despite our unworthiness. Frodo is under constant attack from the evils of the ring. How terrible a fate must he endure to constantly fight with temptation. Sound like a familiar struggle? How terrible... or how great? Sin is not good, but to overcome something evil, there must be a greater good! How great should we say his struggle is as a character.

“I will take it! I will take it! I will take the ring to Mordor!”

After having a glimpse of the horrors and evils of the ring, after experiencing the difficulty of carrying it only to Rivendell, he had the courage to take the ring, to accept the difficult challenge laid before him. I think in this moment Frodo knew, he knew that this was his cross to bear. He was probably the weakest among everyone at the council meeting, but the only one who could bear the ring to its destruction. How scared are we sometimes when we’ve been shown a glimpse of something terrible, how we tell ourselves "someone else will do it", how we run away from our calling. Frodo showed true courage in the face of evil. No evil should hold us back from our calling to our destiny: “And Peter took him aside and began to rebuke him, saying, ‘God forbid it Lord! This must never happen to you.’ But he turned and said to Peter, ‘Get behind me, Satan! You are a stumbling-block to me; for you are setting your mind not on divine things but on human things.’” - Matthew 16: 22-23 "There is no fear in love, but perfect love casts out fear; for fear has to do with punishment, and whoever has fears has not reached perfection in love" -1 John 4: 18

 “…though I do not know the way”

Great, Frodo said yes! A second later, first struggle! How many times have we reached a time like this in our lives. We say yes to God but we "do not know the way". We quickly realize that doubt takes us and we feel like we aren't ready. God does not always call the qualified but He always qualifies the chosen. Being willing to accept His calling despite any fears or doubts that take us, despite having "failed" before takes tremendous strength, strength that can only come from God. This is His divine providence. Frodo, soon after saying this, was made ready for the battle ahead. He received a guide, he received strong allies, and he received close friends. Just like Frodo, God has made us ready for the battle ahead that is a battle with temptation. “His divine power has given us everything needed for life and godliness” -2 Peter 1: 3; “And my God will fully satisfy every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus” -Philippians 4: 19

“I wish the ring had never come to me. I wish none of this had happened.”

Frodo is weak! Frodo is despairing! Yes, Frodo is weak, he is frail. What good could there possibly be in that? The good is that Frodo is human! Wait... he’s a hobbit... Yes, but what I mean is Frodo shows a very beautiful side of humanity that is often rejected. It is our weakness. Why should we rejoice at weakness, why should we allow weakness? Why? Because we were made weak. We weren’t made perfect and sometimes our temptations overwhelm us. But in our imperfections is a profound beauty. Frodo shows us a need for others, a need for a Saviour. Although this was his cross to bear, how far would he have gotten without Aragorn? He would have been killed in Bree. Without Sam at the end of all things, Frodo would have been lying there on the side of Mount Doom. Frodo’s weakness shows such a beautiful side of humanity: a need for each other, but most importantly a need for Christ, especially in the face of temptation. “So I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may dwell in me.” 2 Corinthians 12: 9

“The ring is mine.”

I think by now you’ve come to expect there to be a quotation of some sort, and I’ll point out the good in that situation. Well from the above quotation, Frodo stands at the very crater of Mount Doom, in a position to destroy the ring, to rid the world of its evils. Ready to cast it down into the fires, instead he holds on to it. Instead he chooses to cling to it and not let go. Instead he chooses to claim it as his own. If we are like Frodo, and the ring is like sin, what good is there here? Just like Frodo so many times in our lives we have said, “The ring is mine.” Well, there is no good in choosing sin. Wait what? Where’s the uplifting part? Well, I could tell you about our unworthiness again but I think I’ll give you a quotation from the next scene.

“I can see the Shire. The Brandywine River. Bag End. Gandalf’s fireworks. The Lights in the Party Tree. I’m glad to be with you, Samwise Gamgee, here at the end of all things.”

When we fall into sin everything turns to darkness. But when we are lifted from sin everything turns to light. But just because we were in darkness does not mean there was never light. No, there was always light. I think these scenes beautifully show just that. Frodo fell into sin, it took him into the darkness, but when he was set free he realized that there is light beyond the darkness, there was always light when he was in darkness, light stronger than the darkness. Despite having fallen before, he could still remember what the light felt like and the forms that it appeared to him. This is the power of the light. Now, how about you? After hearing about the great struggle of Frodo Baggins, will you acknowledge a greater power than sin? What will you see when you have been lifted from your sins? Will you recognize the familiar light that has always been there? ...Will you be glad to stand with Christ at the end of all things?...

“…It's like in the great stories Mr. Frodo, the ones that really mattered, full of darkness and danger they were. And sometimes you didn't want to know the end, because how could the end be happy? How could the world go back to the way it was, when so much bad happened? But in the end, it's only a passing thing, this shadow, even darkness must pass. A new day will come. And when the sun shines, it will shine out the clearer. Those are the stories that stayed with you, that meant something, even if you were too small to understand why. But I think Mr. Frodo, I do understand. I know now, folk in those stories had lots of chances of turning back, only they didn't. They kept going because they were holding on to something."
"What are we holding on to Sam?"
"That there's some good in this world Mr. Frodo, and it's worth fighting for…"
-Samwise Gamgee & Frodo Baggins

Brothers and sisters, what are you holding on to? Is it the love our Lord, the light of His love? Is it His goodness in our world, in our hearts?

“but hold fast to the Lord your God, as you have done to this day. For the Lord has driven out before you great and strong nations; and as for you no one has been able to withstand you to this day.” Joshua 23: 8-9

…And with that may God be praised.


Wednesday 4 April 2012

Love The Wall


Love the Wall

There is this boy. He is currently content with all that is in his life. He has a full family that eats dinner together every night. His parents have good jobs and buy him whatever he wants. He has friends who hang out with him a lot. He was simply cruising along living the good life.

Then one day everyone around him got stressed and slowly things started to get worse from there. His friends started getting stressed with marks for school, high school drama, and parties. Instead of talking to him they shut him out; put up walls between themselves and him. All the while he can see it on their faces and through how they act, that they are just falling apart. His parents are having a tough time at work and are on the verge of perhaps losing their jobs. They tell him not to worry, and that they will take care of it. They try to put a wall between their struggles and their son so that he won't see their struggle. But he sees right through the wall and is filled with anxiety.His once easy life takes a turn for the worst...

... One day he goes to the chapel and sits down to pray. He prays for a long time and eventually falls asleep. When he wakes up, he looks to his right and notices a wall. He gets up and walks towards the wall, finding something peculiar about it. He goes right up to it to observe it and notices that the bricks have little sparkles over it. He also notices the different tones, colours, and brick material all over, mixed in the wall. Then he runs his hand along the wall and notices how the texture changes and how it feels as he does so. In this moment he realizes all he needs in order to restore order to his life.

The boy realized that the wall is beautifuland even contains God’s love. A wall is automatically seen as a hindrance of love, but as we look at the wall we notice all the small details in the wall whether it’sthe material used or a dot added or even the texture changing as you run your hand across it. Every single detail was given by God. Yes it was brought together by man, but all detail comes from God. With every detail God created,he created it with love.

With a wall to a person’s heart, we realize they are just longing for love, unsure if by letting someone see more than their wall they will be loved or be able to love. But every single detail that makes up that wall is an opportunity to love. The things that we hide behind, video games, computers, even homework, are opportunities to love someone on a deeper level because all detail was made with love, reach out to them and connect through these details in the wall; so love may be found in them. Because God created every detail with love. Even as they run away from the wall they built between you, we are still called to love. Every single detail in our lives is love.

You could even say we are the walls God created to have standing because we have so many details about ourselves; we are houses, temples, vessels to our God. With so many details in our characters, we have such a capacity to love. If every detail of our being is made with love and can be done with love then love itself may fill every detail. If we bring love into all these details, imagine the capacity we have to love, to be loved,to be the will of love. God is love, love is God; He lives inside us, shining brightly in every single detail of our lives. Don’t go around the wall, don’tbreak down the wall; love will embrace the wall for everything that it is:
"It bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things"
-1 Corinthians 13: 7

It may seem like it won’t change anything, but choose to love. Learn to be loved.Whether you are the one shunned out or the one shunning others out, love is the key to our lives. The power of love is so great, it can empower those that are doubtful, and calm the troubled heart. The boy realized how love could restore order to his life, how can love bring order to yours? Allow love to flow into your life, allow God to live within you, that will unlock the pathway beyond the wall. Every detail, every action, may it be fuelled by love. When you see a wall to someone’s heart, remember to look at the details and 
Love the Wall.